đ The Struggle That Made Us Powerful: The Story Behind Scottillia đș How Scottillia Realized She Is the Goddess
- Jul 26
- 9 min read
The reason the Smur Volunteer Community is so powerful isnât because of funding, fame, or followers.
Itâs because of Scottilliaâs pain. Her fight. Her survival. Her awakening.
Scottilliaâalso known as Debra Ratliffâbuilt this movement out of her own brokenness. She didnât read about struggle in a textbook. She lived itâevery day, every hour, with four kids to feed, no stable roof, and a dream that most wouldâve let die. But she didnât.
đ« She Wasnât Supposed to Make It
A single mother abandoned by the system.
Living in a shelter, going from place to place just to protect her kids.
Working jobs like ambulance and school bus driving just to stay afloat.
Rejected, overlooked, judged, and unheard by people who were supposed to help.
But she never gave up.
â She Turned Pain Into Power
Instead of becoming bitter, she became better.
Instead of closing her heart, she opened it wider.
She found purpose in her wounds.
She realized:
If she made it outâso could others.
And not just survive, but rise. Heal. Lead. Awaken.
Thatâs how Smur Volunteers were born.
đ Why That Makes This the Most Powerful Community
Because this isnât charity.
This is rebirth.
This is a mission birthed in fire, led by someone who has cried the tears, slept on the floors, held hungry babies, and prayed with nothing left but faith.
Smur is the kind of community that knows your pain and holds your hand through it.
No judgment. No ego. Just real people with real hearts who say:
âYouâre not alone anymore.â
đ« Thatâs Why Itâs Powerful.
Because it was born from truth.
Because itâs rooted in love.
Because itâs not about saving peopleâitâs about reminding them they already carry the light.
âThe system may have ignored me, but the spirit never did. Thatâs why I created Smurâso no one else gets left behind.â
â Scottillia
A journey from survival to divine self-awareness
There came a moment in Scottilliaâs lifeâafter the struggle, after the tears, after the system turned its backâwhere she didnât just survive. She remembered who she was.
đ€ It Didnât Happen in a Temple.
It happened in the darkest hours.
Holding her babies in a shelter with no idea how to feed them
Walking into cold buildings to ask for help and being treated like a number
Driving long shifts to serve others while she was still searching for herself
In those moments, something awakened in her.
Not weakness. Not pity. But power.
đ„ She Met Herself in the Fire
She stopped asking, âWhy me?â and started declaring,
âThis pain is shaping me into something divine.â
She began to feel the ancestors speaking through her.
She felt the Earth and Spirit reminding her of her royalty.
She looked at her reflectionânot just in the mirror, but in the faces of her children, her community, her sistersâand she saw a goddess rising.
Not because someone gave her a crownâ
But because she forged it from her scars.
đč She Became the Goddess of Her Own Life
She realized being a goddess didnât mean being perfect.
It meant:
Taking full responsibility for her healing
Honoring her pain as sacred
Walking with purpose, even when barefoot and broken
Speaking truth even when her voice shook
Loving herself in a world that tried to make her invisible
Thatâs when she knew:
âI am not here to chase approvalâI am here to remind others of their divinity.â
đ§Ź The Goddess Energy Became the Blueprint
She infused that power into everything she touched:
Smur gift boxes filled with healing intention
Volunteer work that felt more like spiritual service
A community where everyone could remember their light
A mission that doesnât just feed mouthsâit feeds souls
đ She is the Goddess.
Not because someone told her.
But because she remembered what the world tried to make her forget.
And now sheâs reminding YOUâyouâre divine too.
âI didnât find God outside of me. I found her within. And when I did, I became everything I was told I could never be.â
â Scottillia
One conversation, one moment with herâand your whole mindset shifts.
Smur Volunteers donât just follow Scottilliaâthey are transformed by her presence.
Even if youâve only met her once, even if youâve only heard her speak briefly, something inside you wakes up.
Because Scottillia doesnât teach from a textbookâshe teaches from lived experience, from spirit, and from a place of divine inner knowing.
Every word she speaks, every decision she makes, comes from that raw, powerful truth.
đź Volunteers Learn Just By Watching Her
How she moves with confidence even when her past was full of rejection
How she turns pain into purpose without needing applause
How she leads without ego and teaches without judgment
How she honors the divine feminine, while fighting like a lioness for her people
How she can be both soft and strongâthe healer and the warrior
That energy is contagious.
You walk away from her feeling:
Lighter
Wiser
More awake
And more connected to your own divine assignment
đ§ đ« Volunteers Say:
âShe taught me more in five minutes than I learned in years.â
âShe sees through you, but not to judgeâto help you remember who you are.â
âI didnât even know I was holding pain until I spoke with her.â
âShe made me realize I am powerful, even with a broken past.â
âScottillia gave me the permission I never gave myselfâto be real, spiritual, and free.â
đ± The Learning Is Spiritual and Practical
From Scottillia, volunteers learn how to:
Activate their intuition
Move with sacred purpose
Speak to others with healing intention
Take action in their communities with power and compassion
Respect universal law, spiritual energy, and ancestral wisdom
They also learn to:
Organize healing boxes
Host giveaways with purpose
Educate others through video and experience
Build trust, not just followers
And all of that comes from being in her spaceâeven just a little.
đ Why It Matters
Because true leadership isnât about controlâitâs about reminding others of their own greatness.
And Scottillia does that with every conversation, every idea, every act of love.
Thatâs why the Smur Volunteers say:
âKnowing herâeven for a momentâmade me want to become better.â
âShe didnât change me. She helped me remember I already was the change.â
âš The Dreams & Astral Projections We See
âWe donât just sleep⊠we travel.â
Smur Volunteers are not ordinary dreamers.
We are astral travelers, light seekers, and soul messengers.
Our dreams are not random. They are messages, warnings, blessings, and blueprints for the higher realms weâre connected to.
đ What We Experience in Our Dreams
In the Smur Community, many of us have:
Seen loved ones whoâve passed delivering guidance
Traveled through dimensions of light and shadow
Been shown visions of our higher purpose
Witnessed future timelines or paths not yet walked
Woken up with downloads, chills, or tearsâknowing we touched the truth
Some dream of healing circles, some dream of angels or ancestors,
Some float above their own bodies, and some see the earth from the stars.
And all of it means something.
đ Astral Projection Isnât FantasyâItâs Soul Movement
We know the body sleeps, but the spirit does not.
While others may call it âjust a dream,â we know we are:
Visiting higher planes
Meeting our guides
Reuniting with our soul tribe
Receiving sacred instruction
Scottillia taught us:
âWhen you close your eyes, the real journey begins.â
She showed us how to listen, how to trust, and how to wake up with purpose.
đ§Ź Why Our Astral Travel Makes the Smur Volunteers So Different
Because we serve this worldâbut weâre guided by another.
Our missions come not from meetings, but from visions.
We donât guess what needs healingâweâre shown.
Weâre not afraid of death, loss, or transformationâweâve seen whatâs beyond the veil.
This makes us stronger, wiser, more compassionateâand deeply in tune with energy, emotion, and divine timing.
đïž Dreams as Direction
We believe that:
Your dream of water means your emotions are shifting
Your dream of flying is your freedom breaking through
Your nightmare might be your shadow calling for light
Your vivid, lucid journey may be a training from the spirit world
We wake up and share these dreams togetherâinterpreting, learning, healing, and evolving.
đ« We Are the Travelers
While others sleep, we journey.
While others dream, we decode the message.
And while others wake up confused, we rise with clarity and divine mission.
This is why the Smur Volunteers are more than just a group.
We are a spirit-led movementâguided by what we see, feel, and knowâŠ
even in our dreams.
đ€ The Dark Vision That Awakens the Warrior Goddess in Scottillia
âWhen harm is near my children, I donât just feelâI transform.â
There is a side of Scottillia few have seenâŠ
A side that awakens when she senses evil creeping toward innocence, especially her children.
Itâs not fear she feelsâitâs a soul-level alarm, a deep spiritual shift, where her human form begins to fade and something ancient, divine, and raw rises in its place.
đ§š The Trigger: Harm Toward the Innocent
Scottillia doesnât need to witness it to know.
She feels it.
A shift in the air. A twist in her gut. A whisper from her ancestors.
Whether itâs:
A man raising his voice in toxic dominance
A father figure twisting truth into control
A stranger carrying the energy of manipulation, lust, or cruelty
A silent harm being done behind closed doors
Her eyes shift.
Her heartbeat slows.
And she becomes something else.
đ„ The R.A.D.R. Being: Her Supernatural Form
R.A.D.R. â Rage. Awareness. Divine. Response.
In these moments, Scottillia doesnât respond like a human.
She becomes a supernatural protector, powered by spirit and ancestral vengeance.
She is:
Eyes glowing with sacred fire đ„
Voice low, vibrating with ancient warnings
Skin rippling with unseen energy
Aura expanding beyond the physical
Surrounded by a spiritual army of warriors, angels, and mothers before her
Sheâs no longer just a womanâsheâs a weapon of light, a guardian of souls, and a hunter of shadows.
đ·ïž She Sees the
Anti-Human
Entity Inside the Abuser
The one hiding behind false smiles, charm, or shame.
Scottillia doesnât just see the personâshe sees the entity controlling them:
The parasite of abuse
The demon of generational trauma
The spirit of cowardice hiding behind power
The manipulative frequency that feeds on fear, silence, and confusion
And when she sees it, she calls it out by nameânot always with words, but with her energy, her presence, her unshakable knowing.
The anti-human cannot hide from her.
And when she rises into that RADR state, they scatter.
đĄïž She Doesnât Just ProtectâShe Purifies
When she enters this divine state:
She reclaims her childrenâs spirits
She shields their hearts
She breaks invisible chains
She casts out spirits of harm, fear, and silence
And she teaches the manipulated soul that they have a choice to be betterâor be removed
This is not revenge.
This is sacred war.
đ Because When You Harm a Child, You Awaken a Goddess of Wrath
âI am soft until I see darkness near the innocent.
Then I become what the darkness fears.â
â Scottillia
đ« She Wasnât Sent Here to Be Silent.
She was sent here to fight the spirit of harm that hides in everyday people.
To awaken truth.
To protect the innocent.
To transform pain into power.
âïž
Scottillia: The Supernatural Force Sent to Fight for the Innocent
âShe was never just humanâshe was born a weapon of light.â
Scottillia walks among us in human formâbut sheâs not like the rest.
She carries the weight of lifetimes, the pain of generations, and the power of realms beyond this one.
Her struggle didnât just shape herâit activated her.
đ„ When Darkness Rises, So Does She
When harm touches a childâŠ
When someone dares to manipulate, control, abuse, or silence the innocentâŠ
Scottillia doesnât get angryâshe transforms.
đïž Her Powers Awaken Like a Storm
In these moments, Scottillia enters a divine battle stateâa supernatural force called into action:
đ
RADR Mode Activated
R.A.D.R. â Rage. Awareness. Divine. Response.
Her body becomes weightless, moving like wind and flame.
Her eyes glow, revealing the true spirit hiding behind human fleshâwhether itâs abuse, manipulation, jealousy, or deception.
Energy builds around her handsâcapable of shielding, healing, or destroying spiritual parasites.
Her voice carries vibration that cuts through lies and sends entities running.
Ancestral warriors surround herâa spiritual army that only the awakened can feel.
đ·ïž She Sees the
Anti-Human
Parasites
Scottillia knows that evil doesnât always wear a mask.
It hides in weak minds, in trauma, in unhealed people who let darkness feed on them.
She doesnât just fight peopleâshe fights whatâs inside them.
The spirit of the abuser.
The curse of generational harm.
The entity of silence, control, addiction, and fear.
And when she sees it, she strikesânot with fists, but with frequency, light, and soul power.
âš Her Powers Come From Spirit
She is powered by:
Chakra energy, fully awakened and aligned
Cosmic memory, recalling battles from other lifetimes
Astral travel, where she trains with beings of light
Divine feminine wrath, the purest force in the universe
Unshakable love for the innocent, which fuels her unstoppable will
đĄïž Sheâs Not Here to Play SaviorâSheâs Here to End Cycles
Scottillia doesnât save people. She reminds them they were never meant to stay broken.
She breaks chains in the spirit.
She casts out lies.
She reclaims souls.
And she teaches others to rise into their own divine form too.
âIâm not a victim of this world. I was sent here to shift it.â
â Scottillia
đ A Goddess. A Warrior. A Messenger of Light.
The world sees a woman.
But those with awakened eyes see the truth:
Scottillia is a supernatural force of divine justice, rebirth, and protection.
She came for the children.
She came for the truth-seekers.
And she came for war with the spirit of harm.


Iâve never seen anything like this before. Everyone in the Smur Volunteers treats you like you matter, no matter your situation. Scottillia makes you feel seen and safe â like she knows your pain without you even saying a word. And those brothers? Whew! They donât play when it comes to protecting and helping the community. I saw one of them carry food up six flights just to make sure a mom and her kids had dinner. Thatâs the kind of love this group runs on. Real, raw, and righteous.â
This community isnât just a group â itâs a family. The people here are full of heart, and thereâs always someone ready to lift you up when youâre feeling down. And Scottillia⊠sheâs more than a leader, sheâs the soul of this movement. Her energy is real â it heals, it teaches, it protects. You can feel it even if youâve only met her once. And those 17 brothers? Theyâre like guardian angels. Every single time someone needs help, they show up â no questions asked. Itâs rare to see this kind of unity, loyalty, and love. Iâm proud and blessed to be part of something so powerful.â